2010/05/07

alone~~~~

every1 had this type of feeling right...
every1 know hows that feel..
does it hurt....???
does it happy...???
does it sad....???
does it terrible...????



god dam it!!!!!!
this what i feel now....
in happy....i feel lonely and sad....



this is not easy to manage this feeling well.....
this is not fun to handle this kind of emotions.....
i feel it inside my soul...
that i have nobody in this cruel world......

they left me behind...
without knowing that i always thinking of them....
i always look into my soul....
i always look into my heart....
does it cured????



when i was far from my family~~~~
i always put them in the 2nd list of what i remmember bout...
ignoring them....
dont even text a message to them....
dont even give them a call....
how cruel i am....

but now.....
when i was at home.....
they left me alone.....
then i'm starting to miss them...



waiting for they to coming back...
waiting for their returning......
waiting for my heart to feel full....
waiting for my soul to live back...
waiting for my heart from break into pieces...

i want them back.....
they have to bare this kind of emotions..
they need to feel it...
they need to understand what i'm feeling bout...

i need all of you to keep survive...
how do i live without all of u....
i dont have courage to keep breathing....
even in a second...



u need to come back...
please......

syg sumer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010/05/06

bIrTdAy yAnG X KeMaNa~~~

sambut ari jadik aq.....
wloponx grand pe pon..
yg penting besy~~~

my lovely mom~~~

my lovely mom wif smile~~~

poyo sangat gaye~~~~

hyper sangat~~~~

cam orang cine~~~~

abih aq makan~~~~

nganga!!! masok lalat~~~~

sangat poyo!!!!!

saki baki~~~~

am ngn mak!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe......

style~~~~

senyum nak x nak~~~~

talking to my mom~~~

blur face~~~~

ala2..comel x?????


best!!!!!!!!! makan cedap!!!!!
nanti nak makan lagi lar...,..
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ade orang cakap KFC xleh nk makan..
sbb ayam tu x dikonpem kan care penyembelihan dyer halal ke x.....




takot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010/05/05

happy conquer the world of mine~~~

evendoe aq dalam dilemma dengan kawan2 ku...
aq tetap rase happy......
happy coz of whom??? --->>> sOwFiRa
sangat terbaik dari ladang!!!!

datang ntah dar mane....menghiburkan aq.....
aq rase sangat bersyukur biler aq kenal diyer....

cerita nyar bermula dari status di facebook.....

aq tengok kt profile dyer....dyer de wat status berbunyik

"AKU BUKAN GAY MESKIPUN AKU TAYANG SANA SINI TU PRIVASI AKU.AKU LYN SEMUA GOLONGAN TANPA ADA DISKRIMINASI.GAY,BAPOK OR EVEN KHUNSA SEMUA AKU LAYAN..MEREKA JUGA MAKHLLUK ALLAH TAPI YG BERBEZA DI SINI IALAH MEREKA CENDERUNG KE ARAH JANTINA YG SMA.."

aq pon post smthng kt wall dyer...berbunyik.....

Azrai Tetap Ayai suke statement kat bwh profile pict nih!!!!!!

April 29 at 5:40pm ·  ·  · See Wall-to-Wall
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
ahahaa......so???
April 29 at 5:54pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
suker je lar..
abih tu xkn nk ckp pe2 lagi..
mrh ker?
April 29 at 5:55pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
nak marah watper...xder sebb..kuuku
April 29 at 6:00pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
yeah!!!!
♥ ♥ ♥
bgus lar...

muke sangat jambu kot....

awek pe cer?
April 29 at 6:01pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
lau ko tgk kat atas aku punya status tu ko akan tau doe..sangat stress!!~~
April 29 at 6:05pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
hahaha..
bse lar..
dak2 gay memng akn cmtu..
April 29 at 6:07pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
April 29 at 6:10pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
hehehehe
biaw kn jer..
hehehe
(padahal aq cmtu gak)
April 29 at 6:10pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
astaga...i like ur statement dude..sangat xmalu...aku pun xmalu nk ngaku aku bukan gay..mmm
April 29 at 6:15pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
geli sangat ayat ko tuh..
bahahaaa...
lantak lar..
org nk ckp per..
aq tau pe yg aq wt

hehehe
♥ ♥ ♥
April 29 at 6:18pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
OK2...kubo masing kan...lalala~~
April 29 at 6:23pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
bahahaaa..
suke lagi statement ko!!!
♥ ♥ ♥
April 29 at 6:26pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
sengal ar ko ni bai..makan ubat g ni?haahahha
April 29 at 6:32pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
sengal tol..
mkn ubat pe nyer...
bahaha..
biaw lar..

nak epy2 pon x leh..
April 29 at 6:33pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
hahhaha..ok2..ko g terjun bangunan k..pastu ko g hepy lam kubo..kui3...gagagagga
April 29 at 6:37pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
jahat r ko...
pergh....
pedih syal ayat...
(badjet merajok lar)
April 29 at 6:38pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
ader aku kesah??hahaha..kubo masing2....hahaha...sentap...
April 29 at 6:45pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
bongok sangat ko nih..
bahahaaa...
lantak lar..

semile!!!!!
April 29 at 6:46pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
semile??ok3 senyum jer.....bob mesra..hahahah
April 29 at 6:55pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
geli sangat bob mesra...

takot aq dengar sore ko..
giler babi sgt jantan...!!!!
April 29 at 6:56pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
ahahahahahhahaha...kalkar ko ni beb..pe kes ar...
April 29 at 6:57pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
mne le aq..
tu yg aq trus letak...
dh ler sore bapak ganas..
aq mati2 egt ko mrh aq sbb call ko...
bahahaaaaa
April 29 at 6:58pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
hahaha..mana ada...saiko ar ko ni...
April 29 at 7:00pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
aq lak kene saiko..
sial jer..
bahhaaaa....
ko ler saiko aq....
April 29 at 7:01pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
mmmmm..paper jela ko...
April 29 at 7:03pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
bahahaaaaa...
ko ni dah makan lom??
di makan cepat!!!!
mood : marah!!!
April 29 at 7:04pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
makan steambot td...huha..
April 29 at 7:06pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
WAH KO...
dengan bongkak jawab.....
April 29 at 7:07pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
haahahah...aku kakan STEAMBOT td...huhahahahah
April 29 at 7:08pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
STEAMBOT tu per eak????
April 29 at 7:09pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
cam yong taw foo...aku tau soklan ko pasni..yong tau foo tu aper ek?hhahahahh
April 29 at 7:11pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
salah lar....
bahahhaa.a..
aq nk tnye ko..

yong taw tu saper lak?
April 29 at 7:12pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
waklu....lalalalalalala~~
April 29 at 7:17pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
hahahaha...
WAKLU = WAKtu dah berlaLU....
tol x???
April 29 at 7:20pm · 
Jin Jangan Notinoty
Jin Jangan Notinoty 
bapak ko ar maksudnya...pe da
April 29 at 7:25pm
Azrai Tetap Ayai
Azrai Tetap Ayai 
ko nih....
my father had passed away 3 years ago..
such a pain for my fmly.....
April 29 at 7:26pm · 


since dari tu kiteorang saling komen mengomen....
sangat indah tyme tu...

ade satu tyme tu aq terbuat manje...
n then dyer gelak sekuat ati...
aq sangat geram tpi dyer ckp dyer suke..

so aq pon keep dgn gaye aq....
hehehehe...............

n de satu malam dyer mcg aq berbunyik...

"sy ad sbilah GUNTING, GUNTING 2 sy gna t0k p0t0ng2,pnah gk tluka sbb GUNTING 2,tpi xpe,xskt pn,GUNTING 2 dh lme sy gna,Skrg nie GUNTING 2 da bkarat,sy xbuang pn,Napew?SYG!Mcm AWK gk!Sy ad AWk.AWk,sy jdikn tman.Slalu nk bsma AWk.Kdg2 tluka gk sbb AwK,tp xpe,sy kuat lg.Skrg nie AwK msih tman sy,cme 1je xsme,AwK xbrkarat,s0 xd sbb nk buang AWk,jd sy nk smpn Awk sme ngn GUNTING td.Tp GUNTING,2 dlm laci.AwK?AwK dlm hati:) "

aq sangat2 happy....
n then continue by this statement...

"yup t0k ko. evendo we never meet yet tpi ak suke kwn ngn ko doe. ko mnje ak suke...."

biler aq bace statemnet nih...peergh!!!!!
terbaik syal.....sush nk dgr org appreciate pe yg kite wt....
even x seberapa...

ni baru kawan nme nyer...
not like others!!!!

aq happy kite jadik kawan sOwFiRa....
ko memng terbaik penah aq jmpe ko...
aq harap kite x kan berpisah hingga ke anak cucu!!!!!

and biler aq balik shah alam nanti!!!
aq nk jumpe ko~~~~!!!
terbaik lar!!!!

sOwFiRa aka Jin Jangan Notinoty



terbaik!!!!!!