I Miss Him....

This song is just for you!!!!

"Bound To You"

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I’ve opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young, I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I embrace myself, please don’t tear this apart

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am bound to

Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all? Come this far just to fall?
Fall

I can trust and boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
And finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am, ooh I am
I’m bound to you

This is HIM....

*sorry masok kan pic wan dlm blog...

Thrown out person

Hi semua....
Seriously i'm kind of miss to post dalam blog aku yang dah berabuk nih...
Even though aku tau orang xkan nak bace blog aku ni...
Xkesah la kan...
This is what blog are meant bout....


thrown out......
kind of misery....
terpikir2 gak aku kenapa aku selalu jadi orang terbuang...
xkesah lar mane....
dalam study or ape2 kes pon...


nak kate aku ni banyak wat salah..
maybe...but xkan tu reason dia...
aku yakin aku ade wat salah sampai xde orang leh accept aku..
ntah la...
actually aku x kesah..
tpi biler dah dibuang banyak kali...
baru aku sedar...


i'm still an outsider even dah kenal lame...
aku x harap ape2 pon..
it just honesty....
aku nak tau kebenaran jer...


kalau aku ade wat salah.....
tell me...and i'll try to fix it..
even thought u guys might no i cant do that...
but at less let me try something...


season by season...aku rase cam aku makin jauh..
not to my family but my friend..
aku xtau lar nape...
once aku pergi kat one side nih....the other side mcm kutuk2 belakang..
aku xtau lar naper....
maybe kisah lampau aku kot...


come on lar..benda dah lame kot...
xperlu la nak ungkit....
lately i figured out how to fix myself and everything...
i need my friend to help me out..
but u never listen to me....
all u seeing is a jerk who are lazy high up to the hell hill....


but u know what....
people change.....even though u guys might thought that 'change' never can happen..
mase awal2 aku pelik lar...
tau2 dah de group...
aku cam jadi org gile xtau nk masok mane..
actually bukan nak masok mane sbb group dah penoh...
everything change like hell...


aku xleh nak kate ape2 coz tu sume hak masing2...
aku just nak tau what is my problem..
and somehow...
orang yang x slalo ngan aku lak lebih kenal aku dri org yg slalo ngn aku...
aq pon cam pelik..
but thank God la ade this bunch of people yang sanggop amik aku...
bersyukur sgt.....
and dyowg pon sgt paham....


aku x kesah nak dicampak keluar or di buang...
aku x desperate langsung!!!
aku leh bwk idop aku sendiri..
i really dont mind to eat alone..
to do anything alone as long as i'm happy....
unfortunately y special friend never believe bout being alone is something happy...
but i did... :)


so...as a conclusion...
hahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahha
i can do everything on my own!!!!!


thanks guys for reading this!!! :)

Kecoh kan bila nak raye....

Of cos what the hell biler dapat tau anak buah kene demam campak..

kesian kat dia....dah la dia rindu kt aq *mati statement* .....

pastu bile dah kene demam campak...xde orang nak kawan ngan dia..

acik nangis je 24 jam.....merajok lar....

kesian aq tengok ko!!!!

sebelum aq tinggalkn ko kt umah....rupe ko sikit punye lawa..

sekarang....tengok tar..tar pon lagi lawa!! *ayyooo matik statement aq*

mau aq kene kejar ngan parang cakap camnih...

hahahhaa..mahu x mahu....raye kali ni kureng lar...

kalau ayu *anak buah aq yg dh x lawa* ni elok cepat...

insyaAllah dapat ler jenjalan....

mak dia punye lar wat plan malam raye nk gi karok 1 family...

*x termasok anak dan laki dia.....hahahhaha*

ofcos dengan adik beradik jer...hehhehee Madam dok umah je lar..

ye lar..nak gi malam kan...hehehe :)

xtau la jadi ke x plan nih!! ejejeje

kalao jadi..x sabar nak tengok aq beraksi...macam nih!!

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kelas aq kan???? hahahhaaha

kalao akak aq...haish!! x leh cite....ko tgk je lar pic kt bawah nih!!

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*mati lar...rupe akk aq jadik cam rosmah nih!!*

kelas tol akak aq!! mengalahkan DATIN kekelasan dia...

hehehehehe :) tu pon kalao jadi...

hehehehe kalao jadik memang nak karok puas2....

nk tunjuk kan aq nih sgt berbakat... *over ker?? x kan..*

no one can challenge me ocay!!! :)

kay lar...nak kemas rumah......

rumah dah berabuk....dah mcm rumah antoo..

x larat nak duduk!!! hehehehehe

terbogel rumah aq dari malam ke pagi sbb pangsir sume dh basuh...

tahun ni recycle sajok langsir2 lama!! :)

k lar..bye sumer!! :)

Raye Raye Raye....

Hye sumer...aq pon xtau nak cakap camne!!!

hehehehe :)

best ke x ea raye nih???

hehehehehe bagi aq...best lar kot!!

mungkin lar....best biler adik beradik sumer ade!!!

kuih raye siap.....

makanan2 sumer siap!!! :)

heheheheh layan sajok!!! :)

Preparation untuk Rayer!!! :)

1. Bebaju raye.. 

kali ni banyak kot...actually x banyak sangat!! :)

ade lar 3 helai jer!!! :)

2. Kemas umah..

xde gambau pon....bahaye!! umah x lawa cam si Faiz...

hehehe..bse sajok!!! langsir dah cabut.....

hehehe :)

3. Kuih Ghayer....

dalam proses nak wat kuih raye!!!!

setakat ni biskut arab and biskut samprit...

biskut arab dah siap!!! :) heheheh

yang ni plak Madam Besar tengah wat kuih samprit!! :)

4. Duit ghayer...

duit ghaye sentiasa kene sedia kan...

tapi malang nyer bukan lar aq!! hahahaha

yang penting duit ghayer x yah nak over cam pict bawah nih!!!

Madam Besar suke over2...

sampai depan komputer pon nak susun!!!

fening paler weyh~~~ hehehehe

5. Diri sendiri..

ofcos lar...nak mintak maaf ngan semua orang!!

hehehe.....dah banyak aq wat salah ngan orang!!

nak x nak..kene lar maaf kan dan mintak maaf!!!

hehehe :)

ok bye!!!

3 days at Shah Alam 2....

This is embarrassing...i'm such an idiot...based on the previous post..i should be at Melaka right now...unfortunately...after posting that post..i had taken a nap..i should be about 1 - 2 hours nap...suddenly my plan changed..i woke at 6 pm..that's mean that i cant go back to Melaka riding a skuter by night...such a terrible feeling bout that....and now the new title is just covered....

4 Days At Shah Alam....

Day 3 :

Continue with the previous...woke up at 6 pm...too late for going back to Melaka...decided to went home by tomorrow(today) morning..open fasting with a cup of water and became lazy to have real open fasting...got a message from friend to have a dinner with...after dinner...go karaoke with my love until 3 am...continue with next day...

Day 4 :

After karaoke and dating with my love..back home and go out for sahur with housemate(SUKUR) at Nasi Lemak CInta Sayang...had a cup of tea...then back home to clean up the room and prepare thing to bring back to Melaka...cant sleep until the moment i write this post!!! waiting for suitable time to go back home safely...see u guys at Melaka!! :)

Conclusion :

Dont make silly mistake like me...hehehe :) for guys that going back to kampong..drive carefully...remember our loved one!! :) hehehe selamat berhari raya!! :) bye~~

3 days at Shah Alam....

Day 1 :

A long journey from melaka...arrive at Shah Alam in about 5.30 pm...its tiring but i need to keep on my journey. Arrive at empty home...hurm..too silent!!! like all people are dead..hehehe :) get ready for berbuka...outed to bazar and bought some food and drinks....

After open fasting(betol ker??), having fun with my ****r*e** at Bintang karaoke. such a beautiful voice of that person...hehehe...n then sleep at home as usual..... waiting for the next day...

Day 2 :

Such a hard day...all shit coming through like a heavy rain with storm...dealing with people that we dont like such a pain...keep giving me a hard time...my problem should be done by now but it was delayed to the next day...fucking bitch!! 

To release all the pain, i went to my sister house to have a dinner (berbuka)...such a long journey with crazy cars and crazy drivers...thank god...with aid of an Ambulance...my way became easy to reach my sister's house! Amin... :) Berbuka with Nasi Ayam (home made) and Laichi Sejuk..hehehe :) absolutely delicious..marvelous! :)


After that, accompany her had her futsal's training at felda...at there, i played Uno with friends of her and Mel (a cute proud she-cat)...such a wonderful night..after training, having a sahur at Steven...we ate Chicken Chop and Cheese Naan...damn delicious!! had a talk at almost 3 hours....back home and sleep :)

Day 3 :

Lovely day...went back to place that i missed so much...settled all problem and then back to rent house...clean up the messed thing and waiting for time to move back home!! :) can wait to be at Melaka!! :)

Conclusion :

Such a bored tiring and happening day at Shah Alam even in doesnt sounded fun...hehe might be...but for me..it is wonderful! :) to all my fren...last note for u guys...

Selamat berpuasa (not late yet) and Selamat Hari Raye (too early) hehehe :)

Day two: ten things you love

The mission is still continue~~ :) 2nd day!! :) lets have la look guys!! :) hehehe jgn rase annoying sudah kan... :)

1. LOVE MYSELF

2. LOVE MY FAMILY

Ni picture time rayer tahun lepas kot..hehe :) all blues~~~

3. LOVE MY LIFE

As a student now...its getting tough but i need to keep move on!! :) hehehe

4. LOVE MY ***F**E**

Yang ni x leh nak tulis lar kan... censored!! hehehe hanya orang tertentu jer leh!! :)

5. LOVE MUSIC

6. LOVE SAXOPHONE

 

so much fun with my saxophone!! :)

7. LOVE BEING ALONE

bile kite kesorangan....mudah untuk kite menenangkan fikiran..xde lar kusut!! :)

8. LOVE FOOD

food can trigger my temptation..its feel deep inside my heart and my STOMACH..

9. LOVE ART :)

10. LOVE BEING LOVED :p

Best sangat2 biler kite ni di sayang orang len...di cinta....di rindu...rasa diri ni dihargai seadanya..x kira buruk baik kita..yang penting ikhlas dalam perhubungan.....cinta bukan benda senang untuk kita hadapi...sekali kita bukak pintu hati untuk bercinta...susah untuk kita tutup semula.....sesungguhnya cinta ini juga buat kita terseksa.....bahagia.....marah....suka....menangis....gembira....sakit....pedih.....tapi....kita tetap ingin bercinta!! :)

thats al for 2nd day journey of LOVE... see u next time! :)

Day One : Ten Things Bout You

1. Cam biasa...nama aq Azrai Zaiha Bin Mad Zin. And people call me Ayai :) hehehe banyak lagi nickname..but officially nickname ni la...

2. Aq baru berumur 20 tahun...tua ker?? sesuai x ngan muke aq??

3. Aq ni pelajar UiTM Shah Alam.... :) amik Degree....hehehe :)

 

4. Nama madam besar rumah Halimah Bintit Hassan..dia la orang paling aq sayang dlm dunia...luv u mom!!

5. Aq ade ramai kawan2.....especially dak2 UiTM~~ :)

my classmate :)

 my banders!!

 my bestfren niena~~ :)

6. Aq dok melaka...bandar bersejarah!!! katanye~~btw aq xtau sgt jalan melaka!! *harap je orang melaka tapi x tau jalan...hahaha

aq pon xtau benda ni kat mane...

7. Semperna no 7..aq nak gitau yang aq ade 7 orang adik-beradik~~ :) ramai x?? hehehe have a look of them...

8. Aq seorang yang pendiam..yeker?? tapi bile dah kenal tu..aq automatic jadi super peramah and pelawak gak..hehehe sikit2 lar kot~~ :)

9. Aq bukan lar budak yang sangat pandai but...aq jadi hope mak aq!!  risau nyer.. :(

10. i'm Taurus!!! hehehe bangge tol lahir bulan APRIL~~ :)

hehehehe :) thats all~~ :) continue nanti eak!! :)