Thrown out person

Hi semua....
Seriously i'm kind of miss to post dalam blog aku yang dah berabuk nih...
Even though aku tau orang xkan nak bace blog aku ni...
Xkesah la kan...
This is what blog are meant bout....


thrown out......
kind of misery....
terpikir2 gak aku kenapa aku selalu jadi orang terbuang...
xkesah lar mane....
dalam study or ape2 kes pon...


nak kate aku ni banyak wat salah..
maybe...but xkan tu reason dia...
aku yakin aku ade wat salah sampai xde orang leh accept aku..
ntah la...
actually aku x kesah..
tpi biler dah dibuang banyak kali...
baru aku sedar...


i'm still an outsider even dah kenal lame...
aku x harap ape2 pon..
it just honesty....
aku nak tau kebenaran jer...


kalau aku ade wat salah.....
tell me...and i'll try to fix it..
even thought u guys might no i cant do that...
but at less let me try something...


season by season...aku rase cam aku makin jauh..
not to my family but my friend..
aku xtau lar nape...
once aku pergi kat one side nih....the other side mcm kutuk2 belakang..
aku xtau lar naper....
maybe kisah lampau aku kot...


come on lar..benda dah lame kot...
xperlu la nak ungkit....
lately i figured out how to fix myself and everything...
i need my friend to help me out..
but u never listen to me....
all u seeing is a jerk who are lazy high up to the hell hill....


but u know what....
people change.....even though u guys might thought that 'change' never can happen..
mase awal2 aku pelik lar...
tau2 dah de group...
aku cam jadi org gile xtau nk masok mane..
actually bukan nak masok mane sbb group dah penoh...
everything change like hell...


aku xleh nak kate ape2 coz tu sume hak masing2...
aku just nak tau what is my problem..
and somehow...
orang yang x slalo ngan aku lak lebih kenal aku dri org yg slalo ngn aku...
aq pon cam pelik..
but thank God la ade this bunch of people yang sanggop amik aku...
bersyukur sgt.....
and dyowg pon sgt paham....


aku x kesah nak dicampak keluar or di buang...
aku x desperate langsung!!!
aku leh bwk idop aku sendiri..
i really dont mind to eat alone..
to do anything alone as long as i'm happy....
unfortunately y special friend never believe bout being alone is something happy...
but i did... :)


so...as a conclusion...
hahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahha
i can do everything on my own!!!!!


thanks guys for reading this!!! :)

3 days at Shah Alam 2....

This is embarrassing...i'm such an idiot...based on the previous post..i should be at Melaka right now...unfortunately...after posting that post..i had taken a nap..i should be about 1 - 2 hours nap...suddenly my plan changed..i woke at 6 pm..that's mean that i cant go back to Melaka riding a skuter by night...such a terrible feeling bout that....and now the new title is just covered....

4 Days At Shah Alam....

Day 3 :

Continue with the previous...woke up at 6 pm...too late for going back to Melaka...decided to went home by tomorrow(today) morning..open fasting with a cup of water and became lazy to have real open fasting...got a message from friend to have a dinner with...after dinner...go karaoke with my love until 3 am...continue with next day...

Day 4 :

After karaoke and dating with my love..back home and go out for sahur with housemate(SUKUR) at Nasi Lemak CInta Sayang...had a cup of tea...then back home to clean up the room and prepare thing to bring back to Melaka...cant sleep until the moment i write this post!!! waiting for suitable time to go back home safely...see u guys at Melaka!! :)

Conclusion :

Dont make silly mistake like me...hehehe :) for guys that going back to kampong..drive carefully...remember our loved one!! :) hehehe selamat berhari raya!! :) bye~~

3 days at Shah Alam....

Day 1 :

A long journey from melaka...arrive at Shah Alam in about 5.30 pm...its tiring but i need to keep on my journey. Arrive at empty home...hurm..too silent!!! like all people are dead..hehehe :) get ready for berbuka...outed to bazar and bought some food and drinks....

After open fasting(betol ker??), having fun with my ****r*e** at Bintang karaoke. such a beautiful voice of that person...hehehe...n then sleep at home as usual..... waiting for the next day...

Day 2 :

Such a hard day...all shit coming through like a heavy rain with storm...dealing with people that we dont like such a pain...keep giving me a hard time...my problem should be done by now but it was delayed to the next day...fucking bitch!! 

To release all the pain, i went to my sister house to have a dinner (berbuka)...such a long journey with crazy cars and crazy drivers...thank god...with aid of an Ambulance...my way became easy to reach my sister's house! Amin... :) Berbuka with Nasi Ayam (home made) and Laichi Sejuk..hehehe :) absolutely delicious..marvelous! :)


After that, accompany her had her futsal's training at felda...at there, i played Uno with friends of her and Mel (a cute proud she-cat)...such a wonderful night..after training, having a sahur at Steven...we ate Chicken Chop and Cheese Naan...damn delicious!! had a talk at almost 3 hours....back home and sleep :)

Day 3 :

Lovely day...went back to place that i missed so much...settled all problem and then back to rent house...clean up the messed thing and waiting for time to move back home!! :) can wait to be at Melaka!! :)

Conclusion :

Such a bored tiring and happening day at Shah Alam even in doesnt sounded fun...hehe might be...but for me..it is wonderful! :) to all my fren...last note for u guys...

Selamat berpuasa (not late yet) and Selamat Hari Raye (too early) hehehe :)

Special....

Sumer orang dalam dunia ni mesti nak jadi sesuatu yang special.....

tol x??? please admit it kay.....

xkan ade orang yang x suke di anggap special.....

every single person.....

u know what....being part of something special.....

made us special......

(statement dri GLEE season 1)

aq x nak anggap diri aq ni special sangat.....

but orang len leh nampak sumer tuh.....

aq xtau nak tengok tang mane yang special nyer kat diri aq...

nak kate aq handsome....x de lar jugak...

comel??? of cos x.....

so mane yg special pon aq xtau nak cakap camne...

mak aq slalo cakap!!! aq ni yang paling pandai dalam family!!

betol ker?? ntah lar...

bout other people.....kekadang....lawan2 ni la yg wt kite special...

tol x???? kalao kite membe ngan geng2 hot!!!

of cos kite akan jadi hot gak kan!!!

but...bukn benda tu yg kite kejar dlm idop nih~~~~

tol x???

actually aq pon x paham pe yg aq cakap nih!!

hahahha...just wanna share my feeling towards this word!!!

SPECIAL~~~~~~

Awek....

awek??? hahahaha lawak tol topik nih kan...
citer sal awek ni kan....
setakat ni aq de 2 awek..i mean bekas lar kan...


ntah lar.....ati memang nak kaple ngan pompan...
but...aq rase cam aq x ready lagik utk kaple...
xtau lar nak explain camne....but tu lar yang aq rase...
bagi aq...biler kaple nih.....
complicated things always happen to us....
no matter form of that....such....human form!!!
love form!!! of anything that can be sucks things....


awek!!!!! benda ni sangat complicated....
bagi aq...pompan ni sangat complicated...
its not that easy utk understand pe yang dyer nak!!!
kekadang banyak benda yg kite wat...
tpi dyowg x penah paham......


banyak benda yang kite sacrifice...
tpi dyer x penah appreciate.....
suke persoal kan banyak benda dlm hidup kite...
as a man....sometimes kite mengalah...actually not sometimes...
always mengalah!!!!
ramai org akn cakap...man yg slalo mengalah ni dipanggil tkot awek!!!
hurm....trime je lar kan....


but the truth is....a man like that nak jage hati awek dyer!!
just like me.....once aq kaple...
i'm always serius with that particular thing...
love with gurls is not something that we can play bout it...
unless that gurls cheat on us....
most of the guys feel that their gurl always do the right things...
such never tell a lies even once...have gut behavior and more...
but unfortunately!!!! they cheat on, have totally bad attitude...
sort of being a bitch!!! hahahha


just wanna tell u a story bout me...
1 gurl that i met in matrix....
she was pretty for me b4 this..hahahha
but now she's just like a bitch with no hope of living!!!
totally useless.....
during matrix....i love her like half dying...
totally in love with her....but then...
she was totally crap bitches womanimal in my life!!!
i hate her so much!!!! u know why??
because she cheat on me...a big fat liar...
she said that she used to be a single woman...
unfortunately....she had a couple b4 we known each other...


suck u gurl!! sejak dri tu..
aq rase cam....malas nak kaple....
klo nak kaple pon....becoming my future wife...
tu yang aq pikir sal pompan....
susah nak cari pompan yang totally virgin!!!
sorry to say lar....sgt sedih klo dengar cerita yg ramai pompan yang 'lost virgin'...
saper yang x sedih!! konpem lar family dyowg...
tau2 ko mengandung!!! 
sedih bhai sedih!!!! x leh nak kate pe lagi lar...
bukan nak jatuh kn maruah pompan....
but that the fact!!!! for boys mesti tau lar kan...
so....cari dengan otak kay~~~


dah bnyk sgt pompan yan x virgin....
skola menengah dah men ngan jantan!!
pe benda kan....xleh lar...
susah idop sebagai laki!!!!
even bilangan pompan makin ramai....
itu x bermakna ramai yg suci!!!
aq bukan nak hina pompan...but that the truth lar!!!
sorry ea!!!!


dh lar....korang pon paham lar kan!!!!
aq x perlu nak ckp per2 lagik!!!
just wanna say~~~love with gurl is not something to be play off!!!
love with your heart!!! n not about sex!!!


:) bye sumer~~~

bebas!!!

ni lar nak cakap sikit!!!!
pasal life aq.......'
life aq a bit normal....but more to abnormal lar...
abnormal is still normal right??? hahahhaha


aq malas nk cover lar.....sometmes bende tu memenat kn aq...
aq x kesah lar org nak ckp per!!!
aq bebas utk wat pe2 and tulis pe2 kt blog nih!!!

even kwn aq bace pon...lantak lah!!!
klo korg xnk kwn aq xper....
aq x kesah....ade org len yg leh trime aq!!!!
paham?????
bgus pon~~~~


so....jadi lar diri sndri....xyah hegeh2 ekot orang kay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lame~~~~man!!!!

hahahha....so lame!!!!!
sangat2 lame aq x update blog!! serupe cam aq xder blog jerk...
wakakakka....
ntah lar...nowdays nih kureng cikit idea lar!!!
xtau naper......ok2....


aq nak citer cikit sal masalah yg aq adap sekarang!!!
its about a person......more specific...a man!!!
.......


sangat2 pelik!!!! 1st tyme aq rase susah gile nak luper kan orang!!!
iaitu DIA!!!! xtau lar naper....
before this ok jerk~~~xder mslh lgsg!!!
tpi skunk ni....sangat2 pressure kay!!!
almost everynight aq asyik mimpi kan dyer!!!
adakah aq suke kt dyer???/
adakah aq jatuh cinta kat dyer???
oh damn!!! aq xtau naper ngan aq nih~~~~


nak kate dalam dilema...leh jugak!!!\
mule2 kiteorang men mcg!!!! hurm...ok lar too...
hahhaha....not that fun but still ok!!!
pastuh.....jumpe lar kat club NEUTRAL!!!
1st tyme pegi ctu....18 TAHUN KEATAS YER!!!
so...aq jumpe lar kat ctu 4 da 1st time...
hurm....kind of happy!!!
leh lar jugak...gaye dyer pon....
sangat2 taste aq kan!! aq minat gaban kat dyer...
tpi aq controll lar....aq wt2 bse jerk!!
biler dh dlm club!!
pepaham je lar..clubbing!!! hehehehe...
joget2 bagai~~~sampai penat!!!


then aq gi lar kt tmpt duduk!!!
x sgke dyer lyn bek giler!!!! hurm...
aq pon suke lar kan....layan punyer layan!!!
fall pulak kt dyer....damn!!!!
abis club aq gi umah dyer!!!! lepak2 borak2....
n then esok dyer anta aq balik!!!!......


yang sedeyh nyer!!! tetibe dyer senyap!!!! padahal~~~
dyer yg beria-ria nk jumpe lar...haper lar...
aq x tau nk wt per....aq pon anta lar mcg berjela-jela....
n then aq tggu je lar dyer reply!!!
1 ari x reply..n then baru reply!!
dyer ckp dyer suka aq...but dyer de some1 special but not in2 r/ship yet...
aq pon.....malas lar nk layan!!!
sedeyh doe!!! mule2 ckp syg single lar...haper lar...


n then...buang macam tuh jerk!!!! damn giler kat dyer!!!
lagu tema aq kali ini alone by celine dion!!!
sedeyh giler aq!!!! :((
kay lar....bye!!!!!!!!!

Nyanyi nyanyok!!!

oh my oh my!!! aq dah busan kat umah...cerita bermula camnih!!!!! semalam tepat kul 4.30 pgi aq bawu nak tdow selepas berasap lar kan!! cam bse lar....menyembur perfume terbaik yg aq beli dari LONDON....london lar sangat kn!!! hehehe...lepas tu aq pon tdow!!! cam bse lar!!! mak aq kejut kol 7 pgi!! keji tol bgun pagi mak kejut!! manje gitewww~~aawww!!! hahahaha.....bangun2 cam bse lar...menunaikan benda yang penting dlm idop!!! mak aq kate ape2 pon solat jgn tinggal!!!! hehehe kekadang lompong2 gak kan..bse lar...remaja!!!

n then....mak aq start membebel!!!! kipas x tutup lar....pc x tutup lar...pintu x kunci!!! OMG...seriusly aq terperanjat biler dpt tau pintu x tkunci!! cuak giler aq!!!! huhuhuhu....ntah lar..klo ekot nyer...aq rase aq dah kunci...aq stiil bengong sampai skunk!!! celah mne lak aq leh luper aq x kunci pintu!! atoyai....xper2...pengalaman mengajar kite erti kehidupan!!! hahaha...dah macam DC. FADHILAH KAMSAH lak.....tapi aq DC. AYAILAH SEMKAH!!! hahahah...kay2....sambung blik!!!! aq pon lepak2....ops...luper lak!! basuh pinggan and mangkuk kt dapur!!!!

yang best nyer kiteorang(aq and mak aq) gi breakfast kt kedai CIK MELAH.....giteww nme dyer!!! dah cam celah dah!! hahaha.....sedap woooo nasi lemak dyer!!! i mean real nsi lemak..not that 'nasi lemak'...hrp2 pembace sumer x pkir -ve ea....heheheh!!! tyme tengah mkn tu leh lak mak aq membebel kat aq!! aq cam bse lar...mendengar dengan teliti!!! hahaha.....dah abih mkn terus blik umah!!!!

sampai umah....mak aq dengan bangga dan gah nyer...menyuruh aq kemas umah!! sapu rumah...lap rumah!!! kemas baju!!!! basuh depan rumah!!! OMG!!!! aq dh ler tdow x cukup!! ADAKAH AQ MAMPU??? aq mampo lar!!! dengan happy nyer mak aq gerak ke sekolah!! ado kojor!!!!...hahahaha....aq pon memulakan dengan mengemas dlm umah lu!!! sapu2.....and then basuh kt luar rumah....aq ni dah jadik cm CINDERELLA la plak!!!! AYAILELA....hahahah comel giteww nme!!!!......

lepas siap jerk sumer kejer!!! aq teros meng-on pc dan connect trus internet!!! dan mule membuka fb!!! hehe..cm bse lar!! CITYVILE  tersayg kene settle kn dulu!!! dah siap..aq mule busan!! so aq play lar lagu kt hp aq nih sambil search lyrik kt google!!!! dah jumpe lirik!! pelagik....nyanyi lar aq!!! berkaroke kt umah~~lagi best!!! hahahah.... :)) korang mampo ker??? hahahha...tengah sedap2 melalak..tetibe jerk aq dengar de bunyik something yang very brittle jatuh!!! OMG....apakah itu??? tengok2....pinggan jatuh!!!! pastu aq pasan ade sekor kucing nih lari dengan laju nyer!!! peeehhhhh!! aq nek hangin!!!!

dengan pantas aq kejar kucing tu and tngkp!!! dengan kehebatan aq!!!! YEAH!!! dpt tgkp.....aq pe lagi....settlekn lar kucing tu!!!! ko nk tau x kucing tu buat per....dyer cakau muke aq!!!! urgh aq lagi marah!!! aq gi luar umah.,...aq campak kucing tu jauh3......btw jgn tiru gaya aq yg merbahaya ni!!!! hehehe.,...kesan cakar tu x de rase pon...so aq g la tgk cermin!!! wah..de drh!!! aq pe gi...basuh lar muker aq bgi hilang darah!!!! lepas beberapa saat....in a bout 5 second kot!!! tetibe aq rase pedih giler nak mati smpi pengsan and termuntah2 smbil bergolek2 di atas lantai......OMG!!!! benda pling pedih penah aq rase.....luke sikit tpi pedih nyer!! nak mati!!!!! hahahaha

aq pon dah nyanyok!!! leh lak luper cakau kucing sangat pedih!!! bertambah nyanyuk biler aq buat air campur ngn garam!!!!! abih masin air aq!! nsib bek mak aq xder!!!! bekas guler ngn garam nk kt sme jerk!!!! pressure aq camnih!!! nak blik shah alam cepat!!!!!! x nak sakit2 kene ngn kucing tu lagik!!! aq rase kucing tu mesti dendam ngn aq!!! abih lar nnti dyer msok mimpi aq!!!! damn it......xper2!!! siap ko kucing!!! aq jadik superman dlm mimpi aq klo ko masok!!! hahaha....kay lar!!! bye2....

Gossip...

hurm...cakap sal gossip ni kn....banyak tol lar gossip yang kuar kt melodi tuh!!! aq x paham tol org malaysia nih!!! sebok jage tepi kain orang!! kain ko pon x terjaga...sebok nak jage kain orang!! dont be such a foolish lar!!! come on lar orang malaysia!! kite satu malaysia kot!!!! motif sangat kan.....giteeew~~~

bawu tadi aq tgk melodi.....de sorang artis nih!!! dyer de wt private pix..pepaham lar kan!!!! private mean sexy lar!!! dah tau benda tu private...xyah lar nak heboh2kan....ko ni xpaham bahase ker??? kot ye pon keje wartawan...tapi pikir lar elok2 cikit!!! jangan nk buat sesuka hati jerk!!!

wah wah wah!!!! aq dah macam reporter terbaik lak ea....mak ngah tol aq nih!! opss!!! bukan slalo bergossip!!!  hehehe...macam2 hal tol lar!!!! nak gossip gi??? ok2...kite gossip sal orang2 di sekeliling aq!! hurm...aq x leh bla tol klo orang tu poyo giler babi and badjet dyer lar orang pling hebat dalam dunia!! dyer egt sumer orang nk kene dengar cakap dyer!! weyh!! sedar lar diri tu sikit!! poyo lar weyh!!!! aq bukn nak tuduh ko!! tapi masalah nyer aq memang tau ko saper!! ko bukan nyer orang kelas atsasn pon!!! sedar diri sikit!!! apek pencacai angkat taik tu lagi better!!! bodoh tol~~~

ni yang nak kecoh2....kenalan kat tag!!! hahaha....poyo giler ea...biler aq tnye adakah dyer *a*....xnak ngaku!! dyer ckp dyer fuck budak2 *a*.....aq xleh trime kenyataan nih!!! even aq nih camnih!! aq terime sumer jenis orang dalam dunia nih even aq still not 100% expose ngn org luar!!! at last biler aq kaji2...huh!! bawu aq tau yang ko nih 100% budak *a*!!!! x sangke eak!!! fuck2 tapi ko layan jugak!!! bodoh tol~~tu di panggil orang bodoh badjet pandai!!!! bak kate pepatah...sepandai2 puki di jolok..akhirnyer pancut juga mani ke dalam....gitew~~~!! haha..opss...sorry ea terlucah cikit!!! hahahha :))

kay lar...smoga ko happy ngn life ko tuh!!! kim slm bf ko lar ea!! hahaha :))

giler nyer aq!!!!

huish2.......ghisau melanda kat hati!!!! paham2 jelar kan...dah nka masok belaja balik nih.....dengan result yang terok!!! aq kene la ubah gaye idop...eh silap!!! gaye study lar!!!! hahaha...gaye idop xnak lar ubah sangat!! just betol kn pe yang x elok!!!! i need to focus more on my study lar!!! everything getting worst since 2nd sem.....damn it!!!! sekarang ni banyak tol benda aq nak kene pikir!!! nak kene settle kn hal kolej!! settle kn hal jadual....settle kn hal study and settlekn hal tempat tinggal aq yang sebenar!!! aq kelam kabut tol lar skunk!!!


xtau lar nak gerak s.alam awal ke x....nak jumpe kp lar...nak wat jadual lar...nk jumpe en. azmi lak....atoyai!!! banyak sgt kejer nih!!! luper lak..nak kene cek gigi....nak bersih kan cikit...maklumat lar!! anak jantan!! malas cikit nak gosok gigi!! tpi aq tetap nak makesure gigi aq bersih!!!!! untuk mase depan yang cerah!! aq kene bergiat dengan lebyh bersungguh2..hahahha....giler skema ayat aq!! cam kimak jerk!!! alololo... :) 


xdapat lar ber-fb slalo sgt!!! kene timing elok2 lar kan!!! pade membe2 yang aq rindui!! x sabar nk jumpe korang!!! especially tika span, ungku, cuna and many more!!! sorry to others yg aq x sebut!! pengsan aq tulis bnyk2 nih!!!! hahaha....xsabar lar nk jumpe korang!! jumpe kjorang jer aq terus pelok cium gigit!!! hahaha mcam3 aq nak buat!!! amboi amboi amboi!!! ops...ter-azwan ali lak~~~hahaha ok2..sekali lagi!! amboi amboi amboi~~~hahaha...kan comey gitew!!!!


tulis punyer tulis tau2 dah panjang berjela!! ADOR AQ KESAH??? aq nak bgi reader bernanah bijik mate bace post aq!!! btwe aq xperlu nk risau sangt lar!!! x ramai pon view blog aq ni!!! gundik2 dah agak rmi lar...tpi viewer....alololo....seceput!!! tular kan...duit seceput makan sebekut muke berkedut...taik berlumut!!! hahaha.....


suka suki tol aq menulis nih!!! for enjoy kan!!! pelagi nak....xkn nak kene damn 24 jam!!! skali skala kite enjoy cikit!!! klo aq bukn skali sekala...berkala kala aq enjoy!! dari pagi smpi petang!! ops....silap lar..dri tengahari smpai pgi2 bute....hehehe...pagi x bangun der!! mengamuk mak aq!! huru hara dunia pagi aq kt umah!!! nsi bbek dok kolej!! hahaha....tpi jgn rsau!! wktu cuti jer bgun lmbt!! klo bukn cuti awl tau~~~


semangat study kate nyer!!! wakakakaka~~~dah lar...penat menaip!!!! aq pon xtau pe aq taip!! busan la kot!!! hahaha kene gak menaip kan!!!! udah lar!!! malas nak melalut!!! kay lar kawan2....bye2~~~

Tag Tag Tag Tag...tag je lar kojer~~~

hahahhaa,,,,,,hari ni baru dapat on9!!!
tgk ler chatting box kt tepi blog tu~~~

ade le komen si budak berbadan kecil lagi lemah~~~~
TAG!!!! hahaha,,,,,,

ok2....aq buat lar tag nih~~~~huhu

Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup anda?

hurm.....apo eak??? mungkin dwet~~~~xder dwet nak gi toilet public pon x dapat!~!!!!

Benda terakhir yang korang beli pakai duit sendiri?

Ayaq tea chrisenthamum!!!! sedap giler air tuh~~~n luper lak...topup!!! huuhu

Di mana tempat korang nak melangsungkan perkahwinan & apa tema perkahwinan korang?

hurm.....yang ni xleh nk habaq mai apa2 lae.......setakat tema tu leh lar gi tau!!!!

tema yang menarik minat adalah blue seas~~~huhuhu

Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

hurm.....not 100% commit lar~~~~hehehe malas nak pikir lagik~!!!!

Berapa lama lagi korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

setakat nih...no answer yet!!! but for future!!! absolutely till my last breath!!!

Novel/buku/majalah yang terakhir korang beli?

 

apo eak???? ohhh.....mastika and kreko!!!! btw dua2 buku ni ilang....xtau gi mane ntah!!! :((

Antara mak ayah korang, mana korang lebih mesra?

nothing to say bout this!!!! ofcourse my mom!!!! my beloved mom!!!!!

Namakan orang yang betul2 korang nak jumpa dalam hidup korang.

hahahaha.....leh lak tnye benda nih!!! ofcourse my future wife~~~huhu

Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

aq x nak cam puan nina!!!! kt kolej jer bsuh sndri!! kt umah mesti bukn dyer yg bsuh!!!

aq basuh sndri wlopon kt umah!!! hahaha 

Di manakah tempat yang korang btol2 nak pergi?

kubur!!!!!! tempat ayah aq di kebumikan..... Al-fatihah~~~

Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?

i had a kiss and a hug before differently by time!!!! so can i have both at the same time??? haha

Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag anda.

sotong(mcm chibi)

pendek!!

lombek~~~

nina~~~huhuhuhuhuhu

Benda yang paling korang sayang dalam hidup korang?

ofcourse my fren!!!!! sorry no pix for this!!!

pets all the tyme!!!!!

and luper lak!!!! mesti lar diri sendiri!!!

5 lagu yang korang suka & selalu dengar.

Leona Lewis - Broken

DCI Blast - Malaguena

Sabhi Saddi - Nadiku

Adam Lambert - Pick You Up

Black & MUH - Drama King

5 blogger yang dipertanggungjawabkan untuk jawab tag ini.

Ungku Taro

Tika Span

Cuna Cuni

Kerol Wan

Aimi Aimo

akhirnye!!! selesai gak koje aq!!!!

hahha

sepi

setelah sekian lame aq menyepi!!!
ku sedar...
berjuta perkara perlu ke selesai kan...
untuk memenuhi....
segala permintaan di langit dan di bumi ini...

oh ayai.....
bangkit lah kau dari tidur mati mu itu!!!
sedar lah kau....
akan dunia yang memerlukan setiap tenaga..
dari jari hingga ke kaki....

ceeeeehhhh~~~~berpuitis lak aq nih!!!
tpi leh tahan gak r sajak aq nih kan...
hahaha....
ntah lar.....seriusly dah lame gak aa aq x meng-update kan blog aq nih...

xtau lar de yang tunggu ke x.....
senyap jerk kan....so x der lar yang harap kn aq update blog..
walau pe2 pon..aq tetap nak update....

utk sekian lame menyepi!!!!!
banyak giler idea aq nak kupas kat cni...
tpi cam panjang lak nanti!!!
so better aq melalut jerk!!! hahaha....

cakap sal sepi ni kan!!!!

tetibe teringat aq citer sepi!!! arahan AFLIN SHAUKI....

betul ker ejaan tu?? x kesah lar...

pergh!!! citer sedeyh giler kot!!!

dari matrix sampai ke uitm...

aq tengok sampai menangis!!!!





sedeyh syal...aq memang x leh nak kate pe lagi lar!!!

tergugat kejantanan aq!!! huhuhu....

walaupe2 pon..aq harap aflin dapat lar kuar kn citer cam tu lagik...



jangan lar wat citer pelik2...

mcm......ngangkung lar!!!! HANTU KAK LIMAH BALIK RUMAH lar....hahaha

xleh bla tol!!!! dah le nme mak aq HALIMAH....

memang hantu lar mak aq jadik lepas nih~~~

sebelom ni HALIMAH JONGANG!!!

hahaha..sengal tol!!! dunia dunia~~

macam2 hal betol!!!
kay lar....penat lar menaip nih!!!

nak wt bende len lak!!!

bye~~~~mmuahx!!!!

on9.......

best nyer!!!! kali kedua aq on9!!!
sangat tenang!!!! nsib bek cc depan umah bukak!!!
hahahaha....xder lar busan sangat!!!
tpi yang x leh bla...
budak2 kecik memekak cam sial..
nk men CS tu xyah nak bising sangat!!!!
mencarut melampau-lampau..
kalah aq mse kecik!!!!


terok tol dak skunk!!!!!
kat cc nih leh thnk laju lar..
tpi dyer nyer keyboard cam kimak!!!
haram tol!!! sakit tangan aq nak menekan nyer!!!
kimak tol!!!! sabau je lar aq nih....


dengan de org perasa sedap nyanyi lagu!!!
hawao tol!!!! sore x sedap nak memekak dlm blik ni.....
urgh!!!!! memekak tol betina sorang nih!!!!
kalah si sundal belakang umah tuh!!! hahahaha


dah r.....mls nk tulis....penat menaip nih!!!! nek putus jari aq....
aq nak idop lme...so kene lar bla awl....
dah penat taip!!!!
bye2~~~

p/s: tulisan berwarna tu carutan yang bse aq gune!!! hahahaha

frust....

hurm....frust giler.....
walaupon maghah....tapi nak wat cane kan...
aq xleh nk control dyer....

actually aq nak cter sal recent post aq tdi...
sptotnyer aq gi umah tika...
but suddenly plan tukar....tika nak kuar ngn family dyer...
aq badjet nk dtg awl ckit b4 dyer kuar....
tgk2 aq dpt mcg berbunyik...
"Ayai,ktowg kua la japgi..cne?mak ak ckp jgn dtg..huhu"
sedeyh aq bace msg tuh!! sentap memanjang!!

tapi nak wat cane kn...dah mak dyer x bagi...
aq kene lar menangok kt bilik sesowg
nak basuh baju cam xder mood....nnti klo basoh xde mood mesti baju x bersih!
x suke tol!!......
aq rase nak tdow sahajo!!! hahahaha...

ok2...aq dah decide aq nak layan glee!!! bye2...

busan!!!! tika here i come!!!

pergh!! aq egt kn dah abih awal nih....best lar....
padahal busan nak mati!! aq xtau nak wt per...
badjet nak kuar ngn membe2....
tpi....sumer de hal masing2....
sangat2 x besy!!! terasa cam orang bodoh jerk kat cnih!!!!

nsib bek ler de orang yang simpati ngn aq....
nme dyer ATIKAH.....@ span.....
hahahha.....luper lak...pakwe dyer skali!!! UNGKU......
dyowg memg baik!!! aq suke kwn ngn dyowg!!!

lepas ni aq nak gerak gi umah tika yang x jauh mane pon...
nsib bek dekat..
leh aq rempit ke rumah dyer....
hahahhaa.......aq pon xtau aq egt ke x jalan umah dyer...
INSYAALLAH.....aq egt la.....
:))

dah lar....nak gi print out report!!! nak gi anta kt lecturer!!!
kejer SEBULAN LEPAS...hahahahhaa...
i' lucky to have that lecturer....she so kind...
let me sent report late....
hehehe...luv u miiss NURUL ASYIKIN(betol ker aq eja)
hahahahaha

kay lar!!! bye!!!! tika tunggu aq tau!!!! kite gi lunch skali!!!! :))

bye~~~~~~~~

matang

hahahha.....de orang komen blog aq x matang...
tpi memng x matang pon!! warna warni gitew....
memang cam bebudak...nak wt cane kn..
aq kn ala2 budak2 gitew.....


xper lar...!!!! i love that guy yang komen tu...
frankly speaking ngn aq!!! tu yg aq suke....
ok!!!! since now~~~
aq akn tukar cikit blog aq nyer ruper...


nk nmpk matang sikit lar....xnak lar pelik2 kn....
warna pon bse2 jerk....xnk wt over2....
highlight bnde penting jerk!!!
hurm.....aq rase aq mampo wat blog aq ni lebyh matang!!!


n aq akn cari post2 yang menarik utk tatapan sumer!!! leh lak cmtu kan!! 
hehehhe 


ok byer!!!!

Menjaja

MENJAJA

bukn jual body okay!!!!
just nak story sal feeling aq....
i mean...pe yg aq rase sebelum ketika selepas menjaja...
memang perit suka dan sedyh!!!
mowtip sangat kan....hehehehhe :)) tpi aq tetap tabah kay...

okay dah stop....nak start citer nih....

1st. sebelum menjaja

macam bse lar...wat preparation yang lengkap...!!!!
baik dari rumah sampai ke tmpt menjaja....!!!!!
sangat penting utk makesure brg2 yang nk digunakan sumer ada depan mata...!!!!
so kene lar wat list kan....(macam budak3)!!!!

biler dah sampai kat tmpt menjaja....
cam bse lar....setting brg2 bagi cantik...
bersihkn per yg patot.....susun sana..
susun sini....n banyk lagi lar....
aq yg jenis kuat peluh ni memg xleh tol...
kejap2 peluh2....kalo sikit xper...ni abih bsh baju...
kekdg pressure gak,..tpi nk wt cane kan....
hehehehe....:))

yang paling aq x suke utk wt preparation di tmpt menjaja adalah:
1. brg x de (penting wt list)
2. elektrik x der (terbakar or short)
3. len2.....(xder idea)

no 2 tu tgh berlaku ketika aq tulis post nih...
sangat pressure.....tpi best gak kan...
org len tgh sebok2 setting....aq lak tulis blog...
tetibe aq rase bgge keyh!!! :))
tpi yg obvious nyer tekanan lar....
ye r...dtg jauh2...bdjet besar...sewa mahal...
biler dtg....elektrik x der lar...ape lah...
wayar short lar...haper lar...

pada hari ini.....abg ipar aq telah mengalami kerugian yg melampau...
seriusly...memg waste lar....dtg jauh2...
bayar duit tol....beli ice....dengan aq tdow 2 jam dri smlm..
pergh!!! memg ngantok giler babi lar...
tpi nk wt cane kn....dah betolkn  kali kot wayar tu...
tpi still short...abg ipar aq ckp "lepas ni short lagi...kemas brg!!"
aq rase cm...ala.....sedeyh nyer!!!! kite dah best2 nk tlg..
jadik macam nih...no luck at all.....cian abg ipar aq....
so kiteorang pon balik umah....(tyme ni aq dlm keta)
ok dah habis.....hehehe

sabar....lom lagik!!!!

2. semasa menjaja!!!

tyme ni kekdg best kekdg x best....
ye lar......memng....ntah lar..aq pon x tau nk ckp cmne...
bnde yg slalo berlaku wktu tgh menjaja:
1. brg menjaja x cukup (luper beli extra)
2. wayar short tetiba
3. xder dwet pecah/kecik
4. brlaku sesuatu x diingini....
5. len2....hahahhaha'
tpi klo nk tau lar....the best moment tyme menjaja nih kn...
biler costumer rmi giler and kite bgi lyn terbaik....
memng best giler....sgt fun....even penat...
nk wt cmne kn.....takdir penjual...
hehehhe.....memng best lar sbnr nyer niaga nih...
korg cuber lar menjaja ea....!!!!!!!!!!

3. selepas menjaja!!!

saat ni memg best dn malas.....
firstly....konpem lar leh rehat.....
n then x yh nk buat per2.....
2ndly..yg buat mls nyer...hahahahha...
pepaham je lar kn...nk kene kemas smer bnde alah nih....
tpi x per lar kan...dh nasib penjaja....
tu ok lar gak...ni nak lak angkut sumer bnde msok dlm keta blik...
pastu biler dh smpi umah nk kene angkut lagik msok umh....

n then nak kene basuh lagi skalik....
utk mkesure hygenic nyer.....(akk aq cerewet cikit)
hehehehe..sempat lak aq kutuk org!!!!

tu je lar yg aq nk story kan.......
seriusly wa ckp lu beb!!!!
sangat2 best menjaja tpi tgk keadaan lar....
klo org rmi n pe yg kite jual tu market....
memg masyuk lar.....huhuhuhuhuh'

luper lak nk inform.....abg ipar aq jual ice blended and waffle....
kombinasi makanan n minuman yg terbaik!!!
ko bygkn lar....ko mkn waffle smbil minum ice blended!!!
pergh!!! sangat sedap saat tuh!!!!! rase cam melambung2 ke udara!!!!!
hahahahah....propaganda tol aq nih kan....mature katenyer!!!
mature ker??? childhood sangat kay!!! hahahahha.,..
what ever lar kan!!!!

btw nk story pe yg jadik tdi....
kecian abg ipar aq doe....(ulang statement ats 2kali/repeatation)
seriusly aq kecian kat dyer.....n kak miza.....
hurm.....jemod pon celaka gak!!! bongok!!! dah mintak dwet kt kak miza tpi x dtg umah dyer..
biler called ckp dh de kt mlake....
berak r!!!! memg menipu giler ea....aq x caye dyer kt mlake...
memg annoying giler ea....tolong r jemod!!!
sangat menyakit kan ati lar....seriusly!!!! klo aq jadik kak miza pon memg aq mrh kt ko giler babi!!
kak miza actually xlh mntk tkg ngn aq...sbb aq tgh exam..
ko tu yg xde kejer.....wt hal lak kan...
bongok!!!!

dah lar..tetibe aq rase panas lak...lagi aq tulis lagi panas ati aq...
kay lar!!! bye sumer!!!!!!!!

Borink!!!!!!

aq busan dengan idop aq.....

aq rase cam aq menghancur kan idop aq sendiri....

korang pasan x??

hahahaha mesti x pasan kan,....

aq selalu enjoy....x study...

study gak lar...

aq rase cam aq ni dlm proses memusnah kn diri jerk...

some times i'm being so selfish.....

ntah lar......

adakah salah utk jadik SELFISH????

mak aq de cakap....

"kekadang ko kene jadi selfish"

hahaha...aq pon xtau lar nak habaq mai cmne...

pressure aq!!!! aq acik salah kan orang...

tapi aq pon bnyk buat slh ngn org yang aq mrh tuh....

geram nyer!!!!!

pe nak jadi ngn diri aq nih!!!!

aq sangat blur lar!!!!

siapa diri aq sebenar!!!

kenapa aq sangat2 "macamni"

aq penat pretend sebagai seorang yang bukn diri aq...

aq nak jadi diri aq sebenar...

tapi.....ntah lar!!!!!!

dah lar...aq x de idea nak ckp......bye!!!!

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK!!!!!!

ayai xtau kenape!!!! sampai sekrang ayai xtau kenapa???

ape salah ayai sampai awk buat aq camnih..

ayai just bagitau awk actuall feeling ayai...

but never once u trust it...

u still thought it i was playing around u....

what the fuck!!!!!

i'm not too stupid to tell any1 tht i luv tht person!!!

come on lar~~~~i do trust u n y dont u???

once awak sunyi...awak carik ayai.....

once awak sedeyh....awak carik ayai....

once awak de dlm poblem...awak carik ayai.....

once awak happy.....awak senyap.....

tpi ayai tetap sabar...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

ayai x mintak ape2 dari awak....

i just wanna see ur appreciation of wht i've did to you...

i now this is wrong but please......

ayai buat nih sumer.....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

ayai bukn nak jadi ego.....

aayi xnak dianggap macam orang hegeh.....

ayai ego sebab awak....

ayai nk awak tau yg ayai syg awak...

ayai nk awak layan ayai sorg~~~

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

tiap2 malam ayai tengok pict awak ....

mesti ayai nangis tiap kali ayai tengok ....

n ayai selalo berharap....

awak tengok gak pict ayai.......

tpi klo awak tengok mesti awak wat dek je kan...

sebab awak x penah terpikir kat ayai....

awak tau x kenape ayai nangis??

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

biler aq jadi camnih...membe2 ayai ajak ayai jalan...

even diowg nmpk ayai happy....

dyowg x tau pe yg ayai rse....

ayai xnk tunjuk sbb ayai x nk dyowg concern sal ayai...

dyowg slalo tnye "ayai,,ko ok x??"

ayai jawab "ehh...ok je lar...xde paper pon...dont worry lar..."

dyowg caye x caye jer...

tpi ayai wat donnoe...

the truth is....ayai nangis!!!

ayai rndu kat awak!!! ayai teringin kuar jalan2 ngn awak!!!

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

biler ayai ajk dulu...awak ckp awak sgt bz....

biler ayai tnye awl2...nk ajak kuar weekend nnti...

awak ckp awak x dpt...

alsn awak penat lar.....xde dwet la.....

nk balik kampung lar...nak kuar ngn kawan2....

bile ayai ckp "de lak dwet nk kuar jln2...ngn ayai x nk"

awak jwb dengan senang "dyowg yg support..sbb tu ok jer"

ayai pon caye....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK!!!

tiap kali klo kite mcg,....

mesti awak balas sepatah......

n then sepatah.....

sepatah lagik......

tpi ayai x kesah...mungkin tu care awak....

and konpem

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.......

egt lagi bile awak ckp.....

"nak pelok teddy bear comel sya nih"

ayai rase sangat happy....

n then bile balik......

ayai mcg awak....ayai ckp "ayai ni teddy bear awk ea??"

awak bls "teddy bear?? pe nih"

bercucuran air mata ayai....ayai sangat sedeyh tyme tuh....

awak x egt lgsg pe yg awak ckp....

mgkn awak malu.....ayai x kesah....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

mase dulu2 kite kenal.....sebelum ayai suke kat awak...

awak selalo sangat mcg ayai....

ayai bls lmbt jerk awk call...

biler ayai ckp ayai g toilet...

awak x caye......tpi ayai tetap ckp camtuh....

tpi sekarang.....biler ayai dah suke kat awak....

awak jadi sangat lain.....

awak dh kurang mcg....

ayai xleh nak ckp pe2..

mgkn sbb ayai sendiri.....

tpi ayai xkesah pon...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK!!!!!

tiap kali bgun pagi......

ayai mesti mcg awak..."MORNINK~~~ :)"

n then tggu awak balas...

kekadang sampai tengahari awk x balas...

tpi ayai tetap tunggu....

ayai just pikir...awak xde kedit....

or awak tgh buat kejer....

ayai yakin awak macam tuh...awak x tpow saya n saya caya awak....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

tiap kali time lunch...

ayai mcg awk...ajak mkn same...

awak jwb awak makan ngn membe,,,,

ayai pon ckp ok.....

tu pon klo awak balas.....

klo x....awak senyap jerk...

ayai x kesah.....n ayai harap awak makan dengan kenyang...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

bila ayai slalo mcg......

makin awak senyap.....

mungkin awak annoy dengan org yg slalo mcg...

or mungkin ayai ganggu awak buat kejer...

or mungkin awak x suke men mcg....

ayai x kesah sangat....ayai tau awak x tpo ayai...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

ayai x kesah awak nak cakap pe sal ayai....

ayai x kesah pe orang nk cakap pasal ayai...

yang ayai tau ayai tulis post ni...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

ayai x nak kehilangan awak....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

kekadang ati ayai terluka sebab awak...

tpi ayai usaha elok kn sendri...

letak ubat sendiri even pedih.....

darah banyk pon tetap ayai tahan sendiri...

sebab ayai x nak susah kan awak...

ayai just nak tau....ayai x nak susah kan awak...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

ayai sayang sangat2 kat awak,,,,,

ayai sentiasa takot awak akan hilang!!!!

ayai rindu kat awak!!!!!

n lagu ni khas utk awk....

BROKEN BY LEONA LEWIS

Mmmmm...Hmmm.Mhmhmmm
If You can take away all my love,what do i need you for?
You can take away all these words,there's no meaning anymore.
You can take away everything leave me lying on the floor,all those sorrys,we can't go back to the start.
You can't fix me,i'm torn apart.

I wanna run away from love,this time i have had enough.
Everytime i feel your touch,i'm broken.
Shattered all the pieces of parts.
Never thought i'd fall so hard.
I'm putting back together my heart,it's broken.

You can take these photographs and watch them fade away.
You can through away all these letters,i don't care about what they say.
All those sorrys,there's a million reasons why you can't mend me,don't even try.

I know it's gonna take some time,to finally realize.
I got nothing left inside,nothing to hide,im broken,broken,broken

hurm.....

mungkin awak x paham pe lyric ni cakap...

tpi ayai nk ckp yg lagu ni khas utk awak.....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

btw once awak bace post ni....

ayai harap sangat awak balas.....

"saya baca blog ayai 

SEBAB SAYA SAYANGKAN AYAI..."