Thrown out person

Hi semua....
Seriously i'm kind of miss to post dalam blog aku yang dah berabuk nih...
Even though aku tau orang xkan nak bace blog aku ni...
Xkesah la kan...
This is what blog are meant bout....


thrown out......
kind of misery....
terpikir2 gak aku kenapa aku selalu jadi orang terbuang...
xkesah lar mane....
dalam study or ape2 kes pon...


nak kate aku ni banyak wat salah..
maybe...but xkan tu reason dia...
aku yakin aku ade wat salah sampai xde orang leh accept aku..
ntah la...
actually aku x kesah..
tpi biler dah dibuang banyak kali...
baru aku sedar...


i'm still an outsider even dah kenal lame...
aku x harap ape2 pon..
it just honesty....
aku nak tau kebenaran jer...


kalau aku ade wat salah.....
tell me...and i'll try to fix it..
even thought u guys might no i cant do that...
but at less let me try something...


season by season...aku rase cam aku makin jauh..
not to my family but my friend..
aku xtau lar nape...
once aku pergi kat one side nih....the other side mcm kutuk2 belakang..
aku xtau lar naper....
maybe kisah lampau aku kot...


come on lar..benda dah lame kot...
xperlu la nak ungkit....
lately i figured out how to fix myself and everything...
i need my friend to help me out..
but u never listen to me....
all u seeing is a jerk who are lazy high up to the hell hill....


but u know what....
people change.....even though u guys might thought that 'change' never can happen..
mase awal2 aku pelik lar...
tau2 dah de group...
aku cam jadi org gile xtau nk masok mane..
actually bukan nak masok mane sbb group dah penoh...
everything change like hell...


aku xleh nak kate ape2 coz tu sume hak masing2...
aku just nak tau what is my problem..
and somehow...
orang yang x slalo ngan aku lak lebih kenal aku dri org yg slalo ngn aku...
aq pon cam pelik..
but thank God la ade this bunch of people yang sanggop amik aku...
bersyukur sgt.....
and dyowg pon sgt paham....


aku x kesah nak dicampak keluar or di buang...
aku x desperate langsung!!!
aku leh bwk idop aku sendiri..
i really dont mind to eat alone..
to do anything alone as long as i'm happy....
unfortunately y special friend never believe bout being alone is something happy...
but i did... :)


so...as a conclusion...
hahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahha
i can do everything on my own!!!!!


thanks guys for reading this!!! :)