Apa ada pada hari esok???

Esok adalah hari yang paling kosong dalam idop aq....

aq x tau kenapa aq cakap camnih....

hakikat nyer....esok hari lahir ku...

aq rase macam esok bukan lah hari special utk aq...

for me there nothing special bout tomorrow...

aq sedeyh sangat....

nor my mother feel any happiness for tommorow..

every1 are not here...

my brother.....my mother...my sister...

do they noticed what i'm feel bout...

that's really hurt u know...

i hope that tomorrow will end just like usual..

i hate if some1 pretend that tomorrow is empty...

but i do.....

i dont think tomorrow is the best tyme i ever had..

such a waste to wait for tomorrow...

empty...

zero...

nothing....

aq kecewa ngn diri aq...

aq ni x cukup bgus ke?

aq nk x cukup happy ker?

aq nih menyedihkan ker?

speak to me lar....

i need to know...

aq selalo wat korang happy...

do i?

if not bgitau lar...

aq ni x cukup lawak ker?

bagitau lar...

aq ni suke wt masalah ker?

bagitau lar...

aq ni menyusahkan ko ker?

bagitau lar...

semakin hari semakin menyedihkan idop aq nih...

makin banyak masalah timbol...

makin banyak dugaan datang...

makin susah idop aq....

makin menyeksakan...

sedeyh....

lagi menyedyhkan....

dah lar....i hate it....

i hate my own birthday.......

I    HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!