homeless

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
I'm missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oh

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless  

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day by day....more difficulty.....even life become easier.........

as usual...we as a student....should know bout student life....

we are not going to ruin our own life....

is thats true??????

believe in urself....every1 has their own advantage...

use ur advantage wisely at the right palce..

not at the wrong place....

student life = less sex(maybe no sex at all) + more study(student lar)

life just like the system.......

what goes in must out....

so......if we put efford.......

it will give us chance to success...

and maybe not all of our efford will be come success...

it can be something that wasted........

we should believe that every1 can do anythng that they want

as they will to do that particular thing...

just think wisely.....

are you really nut???? do you???

i dont think so.....

if u said that you are stupid...

then you are stupid....

if u said that you are intelligent...

then you are intelligent...

say what you want to urself..

keep monologing(xtau word bi per)

just keep breathing...

keep survive.....

you are alive......

open up your eyes.....

look into the sky....

dream of to be like a star...

that loved by every1...

dream of to be like a bird....

that fly freely into the wide sky...

not afraid of those crapper that want to kill them....

u  know what....

love is not a pain..

but love give pain......

love some1 that u think give an inspiration....

more likely to love urself....

i love my family...

i love my best fren...

i love all my fren...

i'm not gonna miss even 1 of them in my life..

just remember that.......

without air....we cant live....

so that happen to us....

without brain we cant think....

so we should pray what we have to thanks to Allah...

even we are not good enough to Allah....

but atleast believe that we born to be some1.....

some1 that we want to....

i love my self~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

kata2 ayai~~~~~

yeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~sIaL~kImAk~

sial giler babi lar.....

aq memang sakit ati tol kalo orang men tuduh2 or so whtever...

pepaham la kan..xperlu aq terang kan..

n maybe pe yg aq kene penah kene kt korg...

ni aq nk citer....

mse aq lepak kt sec2....aq gi beli lighter....

n then aq tgk kt tnde hrge lighter tu de num2...

i never thought thats is a phone num..

aq just call lar..

test2 jerk..

xkn lar num org leh letak kt tnde harge 7e lak kan..

x terasa bodoh ker..

nk jadikn cter..

aq call lar..

cm bse...

ur num tht u calling is not in our services..

so aq dh assume tu bukn num org..

n then biler esok tu org tu mcg aq..

aq pelik giler gaban lar..

cuak lar kn..

mne le tau..antoo ker..

wink2...

aq tnye lar saper kn..

ok dyer xnk bgitau...fine lar..

aq pon x kesah..

dyer tnye aq cmne leh dpt num dyer..

aq ckp lar aq men cal jerk num kt lighter..

n then dyer cx caye n tuduh2 aq curik num dyer..

weyh.....tolong lar..

aq desperate nk num org lar..

sial tol....

pastu skunk ni sebok tnyer aq saper lar..

haish..pening paler aq lar..

xatu nk kate pe lagi..

korang pepaham lar sndri..

dh org yg ko xknal sebok2 nk tnye saper...

ko pon x kenal kn dri ko..

sakit lak ati aq..

sebok call lar..

lantak ko lar num..

mampos x layan..

suke ati lar..

yg penting aq happy...

ni bukti yg aq amik num org tu kt lighter 7e...

num org tu 0169021002...

biler aq tgk lighter len pon nk kt sme jerk num dyer..

num dpn jerk yg len..

sakit tol ati..

tapi bnde dh lepas..

alntak lar kan.....

mmpos dyer lar...

biler aq call kali nih..

aq dengar caller ringtone dyer lagu cina..

konpem lar org cina..

mampos ko lar cina...

siaw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dh lar..bye~~~~~

dini pagi hari......

betol ker aq eja??

lantak lar.....

yg penting best.....

wink2......

skunk ni kul 6.30...

azan pon berkumandang...solat pon dh selesai...

alhamdulillah~~~~~~~

mase utk mandi dn bersiap utk gi test...

aduh~~~~~

sarat tol otak....

calculus lak tu...

tpi i'll try ma best lar...

dont worry my fren..

aq xkn hmpe kn korang(naper fren bukn family???)

ops......salah ler....

pade mak, abg2 ku and akk2 ku....

wish me luck for the test...

ketakotan.....

wink2........

dah ler...

mls nk tulis..

nk mandi lar.....wangi2.....

besy2....

bye sumer~~~~~

yeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

idop dengan test

arrgghhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~

test2 test2 test2 test2.......

hidop aq dah makin bohsan dengan tst nih...

malas2.......

cmne ni result dh le trok...

kene score nih.....

tpi test jer kot..bukn final...

hurm.....

cmne nih........urgh~~~~~

susah lar idop cm nih....

heat transfer.....ko memng ler...

pening paler aq.......

aq harap ko mmbantu aq.....

ni pe yg nk kene blajau....

serabut aq blajau.....

hurm....

blajau2.....blajau2.....

aq kene blajau......serabot otak aq...

aq kene buat yg terbaik.....

chaiyok2......

come on lar.....

wish me luck fren........