Apa itu cinta??

Cinta....benda paling common dlm dunia nih..
Tanpa cinta...kite tiada...
Termasok la semua jenis cinta yang wujud dlm diri kita...

Bagi aku cinta tu bermaksud perasaan yang lahir dalam diri kita sendiri...
Perasaan itu menggabung kan semua perasaan lain seperti suka, sedih, kecewa, marah dan lain2..
Cinta ni sangat complicated...
Susah nak gambarkan perasaan cinta dari perkataan...

Cinta hanya boleh dirasai oleh diri kita sendiri....
Dan bukan senang nak rse cinta nih...
Hanya orang yang betol2 terbuka pintu hati dia....
Dapat rasakan betapa hebat nya cinta ni...

Cinta leh menyebabkan kita buat benda gile..
Benda yang kite tak sangka akan kite lakukan...
Especially benda yg tak akan kita lakukan...
Xtau la nak bagi contoh apa...
pikiaq la sendiri kan...

Nak story sikit kt korang even xde org bace sebenarnye...
but i dont mind at all...

kali terakhir aku rase cinta dlm 6 tahun lepas aku rse...
cinta yang aku rsekan ni xlah sempurna macam org lain..
aku bersyukur la dpt rase cinta nih...

cinta ku terhadap seorang insan yang sangat2 baik...
dia syg aku mcm dia syg diri dia sendiri...
dia sgt mempercayai aku seperti mana aku percayai dia..

hubungan kiteorang sgt2 kukuh....
aku sangat2 gmbira dpt jumpe orang mcm dia...
aku rse xde org lain lagi cm dia...

kiteorg sgt bahagia shingga lah waktu kiteorg clash..

bse la...susah nk jumpe org yg betol2 sehidop semati ngan kite...
lagi2 dlm hubungan yng xseberape betol nih..

ngeeehehehehe....

skrg nih..aku hidop keseorangan...
aku masih ade family..ofcos la...
seorg tu mksd nye single..xde couple..

status aku nakal sikit..single but not available..
hehehhee tpi nak wat cane..aku memang cmnih...

setelah sekian lame aku menyingle...xsgke aku terjumpa seorang manusia...

fuh!! terbaik! aku sgt2 syg kt dia padahal baru sekali jumpe kt dia..
aku rse sgt bahagia dgn dia..
happy.....xtau nak explain cmne...

kami bnyk la persamaan...
dan kiteorg mcm contrast antara 1 sama lain...
 :)

tu je la aku nak ckp..

harap2 aku dpt jumpe dia lagi..
utk real date! hehehehe

bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pagi yang sejuk!

Selamat pgi sume....
Hope korang sume sihat2 blake...
Nk ckp 1 benda je....sejuk gile pgi ni,.,

And aku still ngantok...
Padal kete moto dh selambak kuar dri apartment nih..
Aku je dok menangok kt dlm umah..
Hahahaha.....

Bye sume!! Muah(!!!

Lost forever and back till death!

Hello everybody!!!

Sangat2 lama aku xpost kt blog nih....macam gua dh aku tgk blog aku ni...

sungguh antic...lebih dri 1 tahun kot aku tggl kn..hehehehe

kejam kan...bse laaaa...bz sikit...lagipon..

xslalo sgt la bukk blog nih...hehehehe mood pon xslalo ada nak type ape2 kt blog nih...

AND NOW!!!!

bru aku rse cam nk tulis something..mungkin sbb aku dh xde tmpt lain nk luah kan..

mungkin ade tpi orang tu mesti xpaham ape yg aku nak and ape yg aku ckp...

even aku sendiri pon xpaham ape yg aku nak...hurm...

confusing sgt life aku...bukan stakat real life....love life pon confuse...

kali ni...aku nk combine kan video blog aku ke dlm blog ini... :)

so...wait for my next post!! :) bye sume...

Patient

what's going on me right now??
seems like i'm being a crazy person..
i always a crazy person..
never doubt bout it...hahahhaa

it just..i had a feeling to someone..
really wanna be with him..
i wanna make a label between us...
i know label is kind of lame for him..
but i really want it...

maybe i need to cool down after all hell that he have been through...
but..i cant stop thinking bout him..
my heart is always waiting for him...
i really hope that he still remember me all time..
even he was tired busy or what ever things he did...

i know he miss me so much..
just like i miss him...
patient!! patient is all i need for him..
let him be first..
let he decide what he wanna do first...
job family or anything else...
kind of hope that he want me too...hehehehe

thats all!!!
miss u so much!!!

Real Regrown and Restart

Being 21 was so much faster than i though...
never doubt bout time...never getting late bout it...
21...what!!!! its like a crucial time for me to find someone...
to be cuddle...to be hug....
such a wonderful.....hahahaha but like always dear...dream on...

I had think a lot bout my self now days...
i dont think i'm gonna put myself under the curtain anymore..
hiding somewhere...now..
i think i wanna step up for a better reason and life...
i'm gonna do it step by step...

first!! of course i need to be more realistic..i mean in real life..
do i pretend to be somebody else...?? i dont think so..
but maybe some other silly person might think that..
so, its time for me to be real with everybody...
be who i'm suppose to be...
not only by my stupid crazy mouth bitchy word...
but i'm talking bout my self..
my appearance...
i want to clear up some closed minded people out there....
i am AYAI....i'm somebody now..
and they need to know who i am...really am..
by the way..i'm not saying i'm a good person...but u can say that...
not a really bad person...but sometimes bad..heheh

next!! i will be regrown up by myself..
sound ridiculous right?? but who cares...
i'm gonna take my time for myself to make up my mind...
to be who i'm suppose to be..
to be more mature than before..
or to be more crazy than before..
or to be natural in all way...
i dont know yet...hehehhee

and lastly....i need to restart my whole crazy life...
clarifying myself bout what happen now...
specifically bout my previous life..seriously guys..
my late life were really bad and shit....snapped me!!
hahahaha....i'm gonna think bout my future plan...
i mean bout my study..future job...i dont wanna be homeless guy...
or guy that pick up the trash or any kind of freak clown people doing circus...
i want to be an engineer...errrrr...i'll think bout that later...

thats all i need....the three R....Real, Regrown and Restart...
what ever happen before this..
i think i might pass all out..does not need to be remember anymore..
i had waste my 3 precious year...
now i'm gonna be new me...


Yeay!!!! Its me AYAI....new AYAI!! :)